Sleep has left me Dreams are forgotten Reality hits me With stark violent knowledge Am I a coward As I hide behind the curtains Afraid of the world The daylight beyond Those who are talking Thoughts that resound They said I was OK They said that I was sane So why do I feel A deep hostile pain From out of my psyche The voices will call They'll tell me to hurt him To tear him apart I know that its not real What they are saying If I was religious I'd be on my knees praying The medicine works But its toxic poison I don't take it enough To dampen these thoughts Maybe it would be better If I just ran away Took control of my destiny Simply slipped away But I am so scared Of what is to come If I take my own life They will have won The doctor he told me That I was on the mend he tried to convince me It was just in my head The voices they pester And call me vile names They tell me my nei...